I Am the Wind Page 4
THE OTHER
Kind of
THE ONE
You don’t think it’s beautiful
THE OTHER
Its mostly frightening
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but we don’t need to go too far out do we
THE ONE
No
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a bit further than this though
we’ll have to venture a bit further out
THE OTHER
A little bit further
THE ONE
Yes
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THE OTHER
You’re heading straight out to sea
THE ONE
I know
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THE OTHER
Why
THE ONE
You may as well get out on the ocean
really
now that you’re in the boat with me
now you’re out on the water
THE OTHER
What if the wind picks up
With that fog out there
THE ONE
But the sea’s really calm
The sky’s so clear
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It’s a good wind
THE OTHER
But it changes really quickly
on the ocean
THE ONE
It can do
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yes
THE OTHER
Why don’t we turn back
THE ONE
Not yet
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a little bit further
quite short pause
we’ve got to go a bit further out
A little bit further
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THE OTHER
Can we turn back
please
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I’m getting a bit frightened
THE ONE
Right
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I’ll turn back
Long pause
THE OTHER
You’re still heading straight out
you’re steering
straight out to the ocean
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I’m getting frightened
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I’m frightened
THE ONE
Not seriously
THE OTHER
I am
THE ONE
You’re not
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this boat’s so solid
she’s safe
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the weather’s perfect
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there’s a good wind
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everything’s fine
THE OTHER
But I’m very frightened
THE ONE
Me too
THE OTHER
You too
THE ONE
Yes
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THE OTHER
Then why don’t you turn back
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why don’t you
THE ONE
Well
THE ONE keeps heading straight for the open ocean. Long pause
THE OTHER
Don’t go any further
THE ONE
I won’t
THE OTHER
Turn back then
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We’ve gone far enough now
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stop messing around
quite short pause
turn back
please
THE ONE
Well
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soon
I’ll turn back soon
THE OTHER
Tell me what it was you wanted to say
you said you wanted to say something to me
what was it
THE ONE
I didn’t want to say anything
I’ve not got anything to tell you
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THE OTHER
Tell me why you did it
THE ONE
No I
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I
breaks off. Pause
THE OTHER
You
THE ONE
I
breaks off
THE OTHER
Yes
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say it
THE ONE
I
breaks off
no it’s nothing
THE OTHER
Say it
Pause
THE ONE
I was always afraid that it was going to happen
I thought it would happen
I was terrified it would
THE OTHER
Right
THE ONE
And then it did
THE OTHER
Yes
THE ONE
It just happened
THE OTHER
Yes
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THE ONE
There’s nothing anybody can say about it
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And now I’ve gone
THE OTHER
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Why though
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why did it happen
THE ONE
There’s no reason
I knew it was going to happen
And then it happened
Pause
THE OTHER
Right
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Why don’t you turn back
THE ONE
Well
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Alright I’ll turn back soon
Pause
THE OTHER
What happened
THE ONE
I
breaks off
THE OTHER
No
Quite short pause
No don’t say anything
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You
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yes
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yes when we’d come right out onto the ocean
when we could only just make out the lighthouse
way back there
then
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you remember
you
THE ONE
Interrupts
Yes
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This is a good wind
THE OTHER
Yes we’re making good ground
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THE ONE
Why don’t you take the tiller
you
THE OTHER
No I daren’t
THE ONE
Go on
take it
THE OTHER takes the tiller
Just hold it steady
hold this course
THE ONE goes out on the deck
THE OTHER
No don’t stand there
Not out here
In the middle of the ocean
Why are you doing that
Why are you standing there
Come on
Sit back down
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The wind’s picking up
The waves are getting big
I daren’t do this
We’re closing in on the fog
Take the tiller
please
I’m frightened
Come on
Don’t stand there
It’s dangerous
THE ONE
It’s not
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it’s fine
this
THE OTHER
Don’t stand there
Come on
No don’t do that
Come back
The waves are getting really big
Come back
I’m scared
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I don’t want to steer the boat
You
take the boat
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Come back
Be careful
Please come back
THE ONE
I will be careful
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THE OTHER
And then he stood there on the deck
He stood there and looked
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and then
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right then
then he sort of stumbled
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and then he lay there in the sea
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and I grabbed a life jacket
and I threw it to him
and the waves were huge
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but he didn’t reach for it
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and the waves rolled over him
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he was above the waves
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he was under the waves
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he lay there in the water
and the waves were getting bigger
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I grabbed the boathook
I tried to reach him
I tried to get hold of him
but he pushed the boathook away
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he was above the waves
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he was under the waves
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and then I saw him drift away behind the boat
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and I
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I had never sailed a boat before
I didn’t know anything
In the middle of the ocean
the boat just drifts
the sails flapping
what am I meant to do
I pushed the tiller
nothing happened
the boat just kept drifting
and then
suddenly
the boat drifts forwards
but where is he
I look for him
I shout
where are you
he’s nowhere to be seen
I’ve got to find him
I’ve got to get hold of him
the boat drifts forwards
I push the tiller
the boat stops
the sails flap
the boat lies there
and then it drifts backwards
and I look for him
I shout out
Where are you
the boat calms down
the sails flutter
I push the tiller
the boat drifts forwards
I look for him and look for him
I shout
Where are you
I shout again
Where are you
I look
The boat drifts forwards
I look and look
I push the tiller
the boat drifts forwards
I look and look
But I can’t see him
THE ONE
I’ve gone
THE OTHER
I shout out
Where are you
The boat drifts forwards
I shout out
Where are you
The boat drifts forwards
I wait
I shout out
Where are you
THE ONE
I’ve gone
THE OTHER
I wait
The boat drifts forwards
I push the tiller
The boat drifts forwards
I’ve got to do something
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I look out over the water
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and all I can see
is the open ocean
Everything’s empty
Just ocean
Just sky
Just empty
just black
just white
and the waves
so big now the waves are
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I look towards shore
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and way back in there
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way back in there I think I see the lighthouse
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and now the waves smash against the boat
And I can’t stay out here any more
I wait
I shout out
Where are you
The boat drifts forwards
I wait
I push the tiller
The boat drifts forwards
I hold the tiller steady
and the waves
the waves have become huge
black and white waves
and the sky is turning black
The ocean is black
I shout out
Where are you
I shout out
I don’t know what to do
I look towards the lighthouse
I head towards the lighthouse
I look back
I shout out
Where are you
All I can see is the black sky
And the black ocean
And the black and white waves
And the boat dives down and climbs up
And the boat’s up
then it’s down
I see the lighthouse
I head towards the lighthouse
I hold the tiller steady
And the boat goes up and down
THE ONE
I’ve gone
THE OTHER
I shout out
Where are you
THE ONE
I’m not frightened anymore
I’m not heavy anymore
I’m only weight
and I’m not weight
I’m motion
I left with the wind
I am the wind
THE OTHER
I look towards the lighthouse
I shout out
Where are you
THE ONE
I’ve gone
THE OTHER
I shout
Where are you
THE ONE
I’ve gone now
THE OTHER
And the boat moves up
and down
up
and down
and the waves
the black waves
the white waves
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and then the rain
And then it rains
And the wind fills the sails
And the boat rises up and up
even higher
and then falls down and down
all the way down
and then up
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and I look towards the lighthouse
I hold the tiller
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THE ONE
I’ve gone away now
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THE OTHER
But why did you do it
THE ONE
I just did it
THE OTHER
But you were so scared of doing it
THE ONE
I was terrified of it
And that’s why I did it
I knew I would
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I was too heavy
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and the sea was too light
And the wind moved so fast
THE OTHER
I thought it was just something you thought about
something you were afraid of
THE ONE
I did too
I thought it was like that too
THE OTHER
But then you did it
THE ONE
I know
THE OTHER
Why did you do it
THE ONE
I just did
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We were in the boat
And I just did it
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I did it because I was so heavy
THE OTHER
You did it
THE ONE
I’ve left
THE OTHER
You did it
THE ONE
I did it
THE OTHER
And you did it
right
because
breaks off
THE ONE
I’ve gone now
I left with the wind
THE OTHER
You’ve gone now
THE ONE
I’ve gone
I left with the wind
I am the wind